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Love fallen from parting.

I realized that we were close, just as we parted. I noticed the smile, The beam in your eye, The rush of your blood, The suit, and the tie. Just as we parted... I saw the way you held me, Strong, unique in it's power, And the way you held your upper lip - Like a child, When you threw a tantrum. I suddenly noticed your stance, And your structure, The explosion of lust, And unusual rupture. Just as you left. I adored your complexion, Placed your photo on my cabinet, Sang the song that you told me, I should love. As you left. As we parted. I tore off your T-shirt, And wore it over mine, The aftershave scent still an aroma, I hadn't noticed so severely before. Now cutting me sore. As we parted, In a dance to our love song. Cuddled your teddy, Crawled across the bed that you Had slept in. Looked up at the sky where we had once Looked upon, To save our future marriage. I cradled my tummy, baby talk was something Not a stranger to us. Longing for lust And longing for a baby... ...

A Second Meaning

As I live with another drama A two meaning race I dance with another option.   As I live with another tear Caused by my ghost I can run.   As I live with one more stab From someone who is not I can scream.   As I live with one more graze From an animal I can hide   But every time I live, With realities flare, And dream in dare, I know I cannot fall. Boneata Bell

Phobia Unleashed

You terrify me. 
 I walk into the room -
                                I sense your there. 
 The way you make me feel is terribly unfair. 
 I'm still.
 I sense you crawling up the wall, 
 Petrified you may suddenly just fall, 
 My heart beats. 
 Faster. 
 Harder. 
 Louder. 
 
 I can't begin to describe my thoughts, 
 You're on my legs, crawling in my hair, 
 I'm nervous. 
 I'm angry. 
 I'm afraid. 
 All life's plans are suddenly delayed. 
 You're watching me! 
 
 A brave thought grasps at my mind, 
 But before I move, I find. 
 I'm nearly crying. 
 Small. 
 Medium. 
 Or Big. 
 You're following me, 
 I'll never sleep tonight. 
 
 You're in my dreams, 
 I hear you, and awake! 
 Tears, streaming, down my face, 
 Be gone, I curse! 
 Stay out of my life, 
 I'm so afraid, As you stalk me by night. 
 
 Bone...